Saturday 31 May 2014

Orang Cakap

Orang cakap kalau perjalanan hidup atau dugaan sebelum kawen tu kuat, maksudnya perkahwinan tu akan kekal lama. Sebab pasangan tu sedaya upaya nak tunjukkan kat semua orang yang diorang ni boleh hidup bahagia.

Orang cakap perkahwinan ni bukan semuanya indah. 
Ada pasang surutnya.
Ada gaduh pujuknya.
Ada masam manisnya.

Orang cakap kalau kau nak kawen, tengok sama ada kau mampu tahan atau tak sahaja. Kalau tak mampu, orang cakap palingkan diri kepada Tuhan. Walaupun bagi aku itu hipokrit sebab waktu susah baru kau mahu cari Tuhan. Tapi bagi aku mungkin tu cara Tuhan teringin nak dengar rintihan hamba-Nya. Dia tengok orang tu terlalu agungkan dunia so dia bagi ujian untuk orang tu ingat pada Dia balik. Aku rasa Tuhan tu sayang dekat dia.

Orang cakap perkahwinan yang dapat restu pun boleh bercerai. Berkahwin dengan pasangan walaupun dapat restu tak semestinya menjamin kebahagiaan. Orang putih selalu cakap, " Marriage is hard work ". 

Orang cakap kalau nak kawen kena banyak usaha supaya ada spark. Aku pernah dengar ceramah agama radio di Kedah FM. Ustaz ni adalah tok kadi. Dia bincang pasal statistik orang bercerai kat Malaysia. Dia cakap 83% orang yang bercerai ni daripada perkahwinan yang suka sama suka. Dan hanya 3% bercerai sebab keluarga tak restu. Lepas tu dia cakap, maksudnya orang yang tak dapat restu nak kawen ni, akan lebih kuat institusinya sebab diorang ni banyak usaha keras untuk kekalkan perkahwinan diorang. 

Orang cakap kalau perkahwinan kena dapat restu ayah ibu. Aku pun rasa benda tu penting. Sebab bagi aku restu ibu ni berkait dengan macam - macam perkara yang akan mendatang. Macam anak, kerja overtime. Semua tu rezeki dari Allah. Tapi kalau kau tak dapat restu ibu, mungkin restu tu akan effect mende2 gitu. Aku rasa la. Dan aku nampak akibatnya dekat orang keliling aku. Tapi aku tengok susah pun, diorang teruskan jugak. Dulu aku fikir, diorang ni tak fikir kah?

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Dulu konsep restu sangat penting bagi aku, Tapi sekarang bila aku sendiri dalam situasi yang sama. Keluarga suruh aku cari yang lain, suruh aku lupakan dia. Baru aku padan muka.

Aku, tak tau nak buat apa. 

Aku nak dia tapi berbaloikah aku tempuh onak ranjau sekeliling yang kata TAK.
Aku kuat kah?
Hati dia masih pada aku kah?
Tak ada sekelumit sesal kah dalam hati dia bila memilih aku?
Aku ni berbaloi kah untuk dia?

Banyak sangat aku yang aku tak sempurna. Solat masih ada kurang sana sini. Gelak masih kurang sopan. Aku tahu aku kena berubah. Sebab tu aku pilih dia. Aku rasa dia mampu pimpin, mampu bimbing aku. Aku yakin pada dia. Tapi orang sekeliling takut untuk aku.

Aku faham mereka tak nak aku kecewa. 
Tak nak aku sengsara. 
Tak nak aku berpura - pura.
Tak nak aku menangis berduka.

--Tapi diorang tak tahu aku nak dia. 

Betapa tersepitnya aku bila aku sendiri duduk dalam situasi yang aku selalu kutuk dahulu. Padan muka. Tuhan bayar cash. Tuhan ni memang Maha Adil kan?

Monday 26 May 2014

Kerja Kerja

Assalamualaikum semua,

Hari ni pagi - pagi kepala saya dah pening. Pagi-pagi H dah panggil datang ke meja dia tanya pasal DPU. Something pasal project saya la. Dia tanya saya sebab bos paling besar, wakil orang BMW German duk email dia tanya pasal status DPU. Adoi laaaaa saba la kejap. Bos nak data 4 bulan. 1 bulan ada 1000 data. Kan kalau 4 bulan tu dah ada 4 ribu. Saba la bos. Bos nak 4k data siap less than 1 week. Mana nak sempat. 

Untuk dapatkan DPU, there are few steps that have to be followed.

1. Collect data
2. Key in data
3. Analysis data

So for now, step 1 dah setel. Tu pun saya mintak budak2 department saya buat OT. Off to the next step..one people have to key in 4000++ data. It takes time la menda tu. Semalam saya follow up dengan budak yang key in data tu, baru setel. Semuanya nak last minute. Pastu kejan orang. 

Yang last step tu kerja saya. Kerja saya analysis data. Tapi sebelum analysis data..kena la setel kan key in data collection dulu. 

Teringat dulu time final year..part data collection la paling malas sekali. punyala banyak data nak kena key in pastu tengok pattern dia. Ingatkan time kerja tak payah la kan buat benda yang leceh macam dulu tu, Tengok time kerja pun kena buat. Hehe. Tapi bila dah kerja ni, the hardest part dah boleh suruh orang lain buat dah. Kita tunggu dan lihat. Best kan jadi bos. Boleh mengarah orang. Hehe



Monday Blues: Coklat Cadbury Diharamkan

Assalamualaikum semua,

Bestnyaa esok cuti. Mak macam nak pergi Padang Besar. Hehe. Lagi la excited nak cuti kan. 

Semalam dengar cerita dari colleagues and baca news feed yang ada 2 coklat cadbury diharamkan sebab ada DNA babi dalam tu. KKM dah sahkan dah mende ni.. Sobsob..

Coklat Susu dengan Kacang Hazel – Cadbury Dairy Milk Hazelnut 

Coklat Susu dengan Buah Badam - Cadbury Dairy Milk Roast Almond 

Mula - mula dengar tu rasa sedihnya kenapa tak leh makan. Itulah feveret daku sewaktu stress hahaha. Saya tak suka sangat coklat bar yang kosong. Yang tak da apa dalam tu.. Nak la jugak kunyah sikit kan. So saya suka la yang ada kacang ke, buah buahan ke.. Nyam2..

Sekarang ni Jakim cakap diorang nak buat siasatan susulan. Sama-sama lah kita tunggu dan lihat keputusannya ya.

Friday 23 May 2014

Books That I Read: Desaturasi Merah Jambu.


Assalamualaikum semua,

Hope you guys are doing well. This is one of the books that I read last month. It's called Desaturasi Merah Jambu by LadyNoe Mohamed. She is a blogger that I frequent read about. read this book for just one hour.

The chapters were short and simple but full of her own thoughts and her perspective. It's amazing how people can think that way. Or maybe everybody think about it, but she put it in her own words.

She described her opinion on her childhood memories which I find it amusing. She encountered rather a sex addict during her taxi ride and I love how she handled the situation in chapter Pendidikan Awal Seks. If it were me, I will be screaming my lungs out and cry for help. Hehe. She also highlighted that she's been chubby ever since she was small in chapter Gemuk Bukan Sumpahan.

Few weeks after I received the book, the author personally emailed me whether I receive the book or not.




And then I replied her email.. Hehe




This book is definitely a good read. Really recommend you guys to purchase this!

Wednesday 21 May 2014

Kerja Kerja

Assalamualaikum semua,

Hari ni semua hectic preparing for the big big big boss from BMW Germany to visit the plant.
Semua benda nak kena bersih. Semua benda nak kena comel. Kalau tak nanti bos - bos sekalian bising. Sebelum diorang bising, meh le kita siapkan dulu. 

Semalam balik pukul 10 malam siapkan projek si Markus tu, Haihhh sabo je la. Aku nak balik dah pukul 8.30 tu. Mak dah call tanya kat mana. Mak cakap abah keluar. Dia tinggal sorang. Lepas call tu haih risau. Mak lapar ke? Mak dah makan ubat ke? She seems really sick.

Since, she's back from umrah, mak demam batuk selsema. All in one package. Kesian tengok mak baring ja. Semalam mak call tu, suara dia dah serak. Abah cuak la tu mak sakit, Takda orang nak serve makan kat dia, suapkan ubat kat dia.. Takda orang teman dia jalan - jalan. So, today I hope the damn project presentation better be worth it. 

I'm torn now whether to let H or Markus presenting my project or me presenting the data that I analysed. To be honest, I'm fine with anyone presenting it. I just want to be neutral. But I hope Markus, the BMW Germany representative in Malaysia do the data justice. I hope that he is not biased. That's all I ever wanted. Kalau tak penat woo buat data tu. Almost 5K data. 


Oklah. Nak buat kerja. Toodles.

Monday 19 May 2014

Tips 1: How To Wear Shawl

Assalamualaikum semua,

I am not that good in wearing shawls. Still trying to improve them day by day. Before this I think its hard to find shawl that have light material, not see-through, wide shawl but still affordable.


But now, with the rising of online instagram seller, purchasing all of these items are so easy. Order through whatsapp, bank in and voila the things you desire are in front of your door step!

Here I pool some of the screenshot of tutorial to wear shawl from instagram that I follow. Super helpful!

Instaseller: @lilmrspolkadot


@radiusite

@nuramirah11

@calaqisya
@anees_zuleeq

@zafikhaaida

Hope you guys can benefit from this as much as I do. Tata!

Sunday 18 May 2014

Online Product Review : Epyhra

Assalamualaikum,

Saya suka membaca. Be it books, novel, blogs. I love reading. Bila duk baca blog, come across to blog Kak Diana Ishak or the readers call her Kak D.www.comatosewithbraindamage.blogspot.com

Kak D ada cerita yang die jual produk Epyhra. Besides that, dia makan jugak ephyra ni. Bila duk baca blog die tu, macam2 la testimoni orang yang dah pernah beli dengan dia. Rasa macam ok jugak. 

Saya ni ada masalah keguguran rambut yang teruk. Jenis yang tarik je rambut, berpuluh2 rambut senang je tanggal. Memang dah jarang dah sikat rambut sebab takut tengok amount rambut yang gugur. Waaaa muda muda lagi dah rambut gugur banyak. Tak mengandung lagi ni. Kalau mengandung, tah botak kepala saya ni. Mak abah pun duk bising kat toilet tu penuh ngan rambut saya. 

Mak abah suruh macam - macam la. Suruh tukar syampu, suruh makan minyak habbatus sauda, urut kepala. Saya ada beli online syampu Labourse tu. Tapi tak jadi pape pun T_____T Rugi je rasa 100 lebih habis. Mungkin die lebih efektif dekat rambut yang dah ok kot. 

I know I have to do something. After reading hundreds of testimony from various sources, I decided to buy it from Kak D. Kak D siap ada bagi gift lagi. Hehe.

Alhamdulillah dah consume 6 hari dah. Saya minum sebelum tidur. Ngantuk2, pun saya minum gak sambil pejam mata. Huhuhu. So far, ada perubahan jugak la kat rambut. Gugur tu dah berkurang. Still gugur tapi tak macam dulu. And saya perasan saya tak letih macam dulu. Dulu, balik keje je, nampak katil terus lena

Sekarang bila dah seminggu minum epyhra ni, bila balik kerja je boleh basuh kain, sidai kain, cuci toilet, cuci dapur sume. Sekarang dah pelik dah kenapa dah tak ngantuk pukul 11 malam. Selalu kalau pukul 11 malam tu, mata dah kuyu tangan gagau cari bantal. Nak bangun pagi pun memang bercinta. Sekarang bangun rasa badan fresh sangat. Happy hehe. 

Nak tunggu lagi sampai sebulan effect dia macam mana. Hehehe

Choice To Work: Make a Choice

Hari ni hari Ahad. But I have to drag my ass to the office to make sure the vendor install the banner for BMW line properly. Before installing the banner, maintenance people called me to get an approval before proceed installing the banner. I asked them to start first and monitor later. I reached my workplace about 10-ish and saw the vendor people were doing their work installing it. Good!

Whatever it takes, that huge banner have to be up and ready before monday.

If not, it's my head on the line. This actually a project lead by my head of department, H. But he had to take a medical leave for almost 2 weeks as he was infected with eye disease. Apparently, it had infected the whole family including the new born baby. So, I have to step in. I don't know whether he'll come to work tomorrow. 

Ada lagi dua tiga kerja yang pending. Tapi malasnya nak buat sebab hujan. Hehe. Sejuk. feeling feeling nak tido tu tinggi. Zzzzzzzz.

When I look back to what I did today, I have never imagine to be working in an automotive field. Since my uni days, I hate automotive to begin with. I pursue degree in Mechanical Engineering. 5 years ago when I'm applying the university and the courses that I wanted to take, my eldest brother was against the idea of me taking Mechanical Engineering course, saying that mechanical and women do not mix, you'll get a hard time searching for jobs later bla bla and the list goes on. At first, I wanted to succumb to his words. But I could not let myself be that negative.

Everything is a challenge. Nothing is easy. With Allah's grace, I know I can do it. To be honest, there are few moments when I feel down during my uni days that I just want to stop studying. Engineering is so hard! There are few times I cried reading my notes because I could not understand anything that I read. Calculus is so hard. When it comes to engineering drawing, oh my god. Even though it looks easy. But its NOT! you have to imagine parts, do some tweaking, making sure that the dimensions is all correct, do some pockets here and there. Its hard guys. But, alhamdulillah I overcome it.

When I want to take major for my final year, Automotive is definitely a no-no. What the heck is air duct? What piston? I never concentrate in Automotive class. No mood whatsover.  I love manufacturing. I love how in a factory, you can see everything become one piece. It's like a puzzle. I love to see how things are organised neatly. Bearing that interest in my mind, I took Manufacturing major. 

Alhamdulillah 5 years later saya dapat ja kerja. All thanks to Allah and doa mak abah saya. When it comes into working world, I work in a factory that assemble cars. Oh the irony. I'm assisting my head of department regarding the quality for premium cars which are BMW cars. BMW cars are awesome. 3 series, 5 series, MINI Cooper and many more. 

First few months was hard for me. I don't know anything about cars for God's sake. I dont know what is fender, boot lid. The specific names for specific parts. Yeah I'm that typical women who only know how to drive cars. If it does not work, send the car to the repair shop. But I know I have to change my mindset. I have to do something so that I am not that stupid when chit chatting with other guys. So, everyday I will Google any topic about cars. See some videos, do a research on some mechanism. For example, tire wear. Read read read about it. And then the next day, I will go to the assembly line near my office and witness how the operator assemble the tire to the car, how the do tire balancing, roller test and many more. Happy because I do not have to imagine it. You can see it in front of you!

In assembly line, you can see the body in white was being transported from Germany to Malaysia. The choices of color is so majestic and colorful. The assembly line looks so colorful I just love it. Parts by parts are assembled at respective station. I love puzzle. And seeing all of it in front of my eyes everyday is very exciting. 

And for now, I feel a bit regret for not concentrating in an automotive class. If I am more focus before, I do not need to be this stupid. Hehe. I love working in my work place now. Of course it has stress and challenges and all. If I cannot understand anything about cars, I can just go downstairs and see the process with my own eyes. Alhamdulillah. 

I guess Allah has its own ways. He gives you what you need, not what you want. God is great kan? Hehe. Alhamdulillah.

Friday 16 May 2014

First Step

Assalamualaikum & Hi Semua,

Baru nak mula buat blog. Selalu baca blog orang ja. Saya suka sangat baca blog. Memang hobi membaca. Hehe. 

Salam perkenalan.

                                                                                                                                Love,
                                                                                                                                T&S